What if

                      What if I forgave myself? I thought.  
                       What if I forgave myself even though I'd done something I shouldn't have?
 What if I was a liar and a cheat and there was no excuse for what I'd done
other than because it was what I wanted and needed to do?
 What if I was sorry, but if I could go back in time I wouldn't do anything differently than I had done?What if yes was the right answer instead of no?
What if what made me do all those things
everyone thought I shouldn't have done was what also had got me here?
What if I was never redeemed?
What if I already was?”
Cheryl Strayed-Wild
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